My Christmas Desire
If I could have one Christmas Desire,
one dream that would come true.
I would appeal to God,
with my muted core to see you, Daddy
and speak with you only once.
Countless choruses won’t bring you back,
I know I have tried every year, every day or second.
My tears flow into the river,
and they made their own space to stay.
I think God made this river just for me to fill it up.
Daddy, do you know?
My friends asked me what I want for this Christmas.
I closed my eyes and was thinking just about you.
Every day without you
Since you had to leave me alone,
It’s like eyes without cornea.
Because I can hear your voice, daddy, but I can’t see you anymore.
I pray that God will give me just little strength
and someway get me through.
As I battle with the misery
That came when I lost you forever.
I will always feel you close to me
And I know you can see me.
I look up at the stars every night
And wonder if you can see me or call my name.
Now I am not scared to die anymore
Because I know you will be there to hold my hands.
You are missed at Christmas and every day Daddy,
My wish is simple, to be where you are.