The emptiness in my eyes
How could I be so misplaced
In a place I know so well?
Clouds of roar, pouring rain,
The hurt I feel, the throbbing pain.
Saying I’m fine when I’m anything but.
This ache always hits my soul and rips at my gut.
Emotional soreness walks with me through the day,
and sleeps with me through the night,
leaving me depleted with no strength to fight.
Escape, I want to dig myself out,
filled with misery, filled with hesitation.
The dark beneath my skin,
The emptiness in my eyes,
The blood in my sweat,
And my cold breath.
I wish that I could show you
How it hurts to breathe or move
But I know that it’s not possible
So this I cannot prove.
The touch of skin or textile
I want to scream out loud
But I know I won’t do so
Cause the sound drowns in the crowd.
The pain’s almost intolerable
Like a thousand stabbing knives.
I’m scared to think
Because I don’t want to fade away,
The truth is I’m afraid,
But what is there to fear?
This is everything I’ve wanted.
So, then why am I in tears?
Mute not able to express,
this gnawing pain and feeling of relentless distress.
I wish that curse would fade,
I want that rain could drown my feelings.
searching for the Cure
A Mystery Piece A Day
Tomorrow We May Find It
Then I will be gone.